Aura Colors: I find that I pass for blue & violet auras the strongest (violet is the most dominant). I have a touch of lavender, but seeing how I know a boy who matches with it perfectly, I know that that color’s not really me.
Palmistry: I was first intrigued by this when I was 13 years old. I learned today after purchasing a book that it has no real relation to tarots and fortune reader girls. It’s a fascinating study.
“The Highly Intuitive Child: A Guide to Parenting Unusually Sensitive and Emapthetic Children” by Catherine Crawford – I was very happy to have found this. One more piece of evidence to make me feel less alone in my temperament.
Soul Ages: I have found that above all else, I carry the characteristics of a Mature Soul (Michael Teachings). I would like to see what I can do to become an Old soul
Chakras & Hinduism: Something else I can’t explain, but I am attracted to such studies and practices.
Of course there’s still Natal Astrology & Carl Jung personality psychology.
All in all, I’ve completely concluded that I’m not going to be a typical member of society. I live in this dreamy abstract world of theories and concepts and I’m just everywhere and nowhere. I went to Barnes & Noble today and I grabbed so many books in the “New Age” (there’s nothing “new” about it) section, that I got a headache. It was so much information and I was just floating, in this realm of possibilities and ideas.
Upon leaving I was once again angered by the fact that there are no bookstores like Barnes & Noble in predominantly “minority” areas, like my town. It’s ridiculous.
Well anyway, I’m feeling odd and misunderstood with more of this information that I’m getting. It makes me know others are like me, but highlights the fact that there is no one like me around here. Alone & romanceless, I sit; fickle & restless, I wait. Hungry and dire. Erratic and eclectic. Fog. The simplest way to describe it.
Heh heh, oh yeah, in relation to the “Alright” post, I’m licensed now. Passed on a cold heavily rainy day, of all days.
I’m just trying to figure out who or what I am. I don’t understand – maybe I should stop trying to. I feel like I’ve been here before and learning everything all over again is annoying.